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Thursday, August 23, 2007

My Love of Life

I saw her for the first time when I was just four or five. The basic instinct blooms. She is the reason I believe "Love at first sight". Till today She is the one who relaxed me, encourage me, took away my hunger.... and goes on. She had few friends those days but she led the rest in beauty unlike now with lots of competitors,,, still She’s beautiful to me.

Those days she promised me to get a shirt with her face printed on back if I met her a dozen times. It was crazy and sorrowful days for my Mama tried to convince me that She’s a witch, and already people lost their slight of eye sight after seeing her. It was just a mask of advice to hide her face I know. I know my Mama lied that night. Daddy was good because he didn’t interfere my affairs. Convincing my Mama was another history final examination without preparation (I was and am Good in Maths , but history subject, no no, I prefer to kiss the tiger’s lips instead). Mama tried to take me away from her dreams with fairy tales of "The hare and the tortoise". Where there is a will, there is a way,,I know slow and steady wins the race and that’s what I do and I never give up and really thanked Mama for her tales. Finally I won and met her for the 12th time. "Oh my, my promise has life span too, and sorry no more shirts with my face". I cried and even louder with a pain inside when Jimmy boast of the shirt when we played cricket with bamboo stump. The promise was for everyone, not only for me, and that too exhausted promise. But no, she was not that what you guys think. I satisfied myself with the stickers and cartoon pictures she consoled for my pains. That’s why I love her. She understands me. Another day another promise, and yes she fulfilled it, but never the biggest promise of shirt with her face anymore. I grew up watching her. Wherever I go, She came along like an angel. The angel followed me even during my graduation. She peeped in sometimes to boys hostels. I used to be with her almost every night after a thorough inspection of the neighbouring rooms. Sometimes I introduce her to my roommates with pride. My guys got jealous and tried to defeat and surpress my pride with local angels,, but no way, She’s still the same I saw when I was a kid and the best.
Wise men said, "farther the distance, stronger the romance". During my M.Tech, it was almost duration of two years with amnesia. Then to struggle and survive, I was in and out of jobs trying my fortune to make fame. I wonder where she was those days. Heard from my pals and buddies that She finds hard to survive these days with lots of enemies on her. Then only I realized why she was not with me during my post graduation days. "I had sinned". That was my feelings. She loves me and was my angel for so many years, and when she w as dying, I remained amnesia. I am a fair weather friend. I decided that I should meet her again and again to lift her spirit to live and survive in this competitive world. I finally decided whatever I was, I am and I will be, I’ll be there for her till the eternity. That’s the love of a man whom no one understands.
These days, mostly every morning, She show me the morning with her break fast, and I saw the day. She gives strength in the middle of the night when I am stucked in a moment to get out of my professional schedules. She’s the last to wish me “good night” every night. During holiday break, I visit home and now even my Mama accepts her. My Daddy sometimes gets her to me and so does my sweet little sister too. But my Big Sissy hates her "My little only brother, go for new and modern one, why this classic old one". My younger sissy doesn't prefer her much too, but just accept her may be out of the fear of my shouts and tantrums. I fight all the odds to have her. But the best time is still in my hostel when she relaxed me in the middle of the night to relief my workload along with an omelet on her hands and a hot cappuccino. My pride grew especially whenever my old buddies pranked me with her name. My Daddy always said, “My son, You are the best Judge to judge your life”. My Mama too repeat the lines, may be just give up her imagination of She being a witch. Today I know the meaning of wise men‘s word “Where there is a will there is a way”, for we said “proverb is a short line with full of experience”. Yes, I have the experience too and you all see it here.

Today, I gave here my testimonials or say a part of autobiography and promise that no one will tear us apart, and I’ll never let her go in astray. It’s needless to say that I love her. However She still takes 2 minutes whenever I need her even during emergency. But I still love her because she was like this ever since I met her for the first time 2 decades back making me waited for 2 minutes. Sometimes she responds in hindi, Baas do minute. That’s her identity, her pride, her originality, her name, my 2 Minutes MAGGI.

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Bad Medicine


A great question for the audience (nah nah, not for me) in an Indian TV show "Antakshiri quiz" , "Panch hindi film ka naam jisme LOVE hai", (name 5 hindi movies with LOVE in its title)... Difficult nah!!! Love, Love Love Love, Love 86, Love in Tokyo, Love story... Everywhere it,s love... Every poem lover kids begin their first step of miles and miles with a poem of love, same with critics, dialogues etc etc etc.. Just I am summing on all these.. But nah, I am not a kid, nor its my first scrap or blog.. Here,s a few lines of Roxette that I feel really turn on,
Love, Its lifting you up and draggin' you down Makes you go round and round and round
Time, it makes a stop then it's all gone

Funny how memories keep lingering on.
But dont point ur fingers on me and ask "What about You, Don't you fall in love".. My answer will be a line, a brother of mine usually utters " Do as I say, not as I do"... It's a BAD MEDICINE Pal.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Independence day??? You are in the jungle baby!!!

"Ting Ting Teng", my old Nokia (forget the model) sms tune. Shit!!! it must be another "Happy independence day" sms, that kills my right to sleep, my Independence. Really wonder weather my guys thinks that I,ll be happy and too patriotic to see this sms, and will it be a really HAPPY independence day. What happiness it brings, or what memories it brings. Never wish yah argue or advice a man with empty stomach. For sure I,ll say India,s Gandhigiri Hero Sanju Baba must not be felt happy independence in his cold cell for his foolish act of Mumbai Blast 1993. I rather sleep silent comfortably coz climate is so good, n am not sure wether it,ll be same tomorrow and for yesterday was hot and humid rather than to forward the ugliest sms to others to make them create another same blog like mine.
My goodness, another online gmail chat "tong tong"... No no noway, "HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY",,
My point is , "Is this the Independence Mahatma Gandhi and his men were fighting for. I dont need to elaborate the conditioned and materialsitic india I and U are living today. Poets and critics had already sum up a lot in their views and articles. Enuff of formal sms and all these.
You know where you are, You are in the jungle baby, you gonna bleed.......

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

TRUMAN SHOW


Always believe myself as an exception or extraordinary ever since i knew how to believe. Lines shows extra optimism but am not defending myself. Most probably must be a toddler of five or six at that time but thinks the infinity. Used to wonder all day long bout God and His angels all around me. I had suspicion on all including my parents that they are all God's sent angels to play around me and I am the chosen one. Its all a play and He already wrote till the end and just want to check me out for his interest. My curiosity to know the reality grew higher and higher till it melt away by the heat of age. Finally Jim Carrey took me to those days of wonderland and convincing me that I am not the only one nor the chosen extraordinary with his classic "The Truman Show".